Chapter 18.1

Chapter 18.1

I crossed my long, slender legs and twisted them together, coaxing Deputy Ki.

The man, frozen stiff a moment ago, finally began to move. He knelt down beside the pile of blankets where I lay and placed his hands on my hips. His smooth fingers, free of a single callus, slid the flimsy p2n!.es down. Slowly, steadily… until they pooled around my ankles.

I pushed my top up to my chest. As he stared blankly down at my half-bare body, I slowly spread my legs. The air hit the place that had been wet for some time, cool and sharp against my skin.

I pulled my knees up beside my chest, spreading them open like a frog, and placed my hands on my inner thighs as if to show him more clearly.

“Look… see if it’s clean or not.”

“…”

Though he was the one who said he wanted to see, Deputy Ki couldn’t bring himself to look right away. He turned his head slightly, biting at his lower lip.

But in the end, as if under a spell, he couldn’t resist. His gaze locked between my legs, unblinking. I couldn’t read his expression, but when I glanced down, I saw the front of his pants straining tight.

When he still didn’t move, my impatience took over. I’d already been dripping since he touched my chest earlier; sticky wetness kept seeping out. I reached down and scooped the slick fluid from the small hollow between my folds.

“Haa… mm…”

With my fingers coated in the slippery liquid, I rubbed between the plump lips. When I rolled my middle finger over the small bud buried there, a soft m9!n escaped me.

“Mmm…”

Just a little touch, and that sensitive spot was already hard, doubling the pleasure.

Deputy Ki licked his dry lips, his dazed eyes fixed on me.

…I wanted him. I really wanted Deputy Ki.

Desire only comes when a person feels alive, I thought. Maybe I was finally remembering what that was like.

The wet, obscene sound grew louder, but I didn’t care. The only things that mattered now were the soft, circular strokes between my thighs and the man’s gaze watching me.

Just a little more, just a little more and—

“…Hh… huh…”

Suddenly, my wrist was seized, and the surge that had been building toward climax broke off in an instant. I looked up in frustration at the one who’d stopped me, but his voice came first, low and chilling.

“Have you ever done this in front of another man?”

“…Wh-what are you talking about…?”

My breath, thick and wet from the edge of release, tangled with my words. Unlike me, slick and trembling all over, Deputy Ki’s tone was dry, sharp, cutting through the air like a cold wind.

“I asked if you’ve ever spread your legs in front of another man.”

“…”

“Have you ever shown someone else how you drip like this?”

…I didn’t know.

I couldn’t even be sure if Yeohee was a v!r.g2n or not. But from the fragmented memories that sometimes surfaced, and from how the body responded, I figured she probably wasn’t.

I didn’t know how to answer him. If I said yes, I’d done this with another man, he looked ready to walk out right then. But if I said no, and he found no trace of what he expected later, that would be just as bad. A lie.

Still holding me, waiting for an answer, he stared. With my legs spread wide, I gave a clumsy reply.

“…Right now, it’s only you, Deputy Ki.”

“…”

“And from now on too… I’ll only show things like this to you. Is that okay?”

Something in him seemed to ease. The dark edge in his expression softened, just a little. But before I could exhale, a lightning bolt of sensation shot through me.

His tongue stretched long, sliding up from the hollow of my entrance, along the soaked folds, to the small, round peak. My back arched, and goosebumps pricked up my arms.

The slick warmth of his tongue, gliding over my wet skin, sent another rush of fluid spilling out. A flash of pleasure struck through my skull like a whip.

“Hh—!”

“…Keep that promise. Understood?”

I nodded. Wanting to feel more of him, I lifted my hips, and Deputy Ki buried his face between my legs. Slipping his hands under my hips, he lifted me slightly and began to suck hard.

“Ah—! Ah! Hh…! Aah…!”

Pleasure struck me one wave after another, making my body tremble. The suction of his mouth clung to me like a seal, so strong it felt as if all the warmth and liquid inside me were being drawn out at once.

Our eyes met as I twisted under the rush of pleasure, and that alone sent me over the edge. The cl1m1x hit like a surge that started from the crown of my head, ran down my spine, and exploded deep in my core.

Ah… In that moment, I understood.

It wasn’t lu.1st driving me. I wasn’t like Wangnyeo, or Yera, or that woman in the next cell who went mad over men. I wasn’t desperate for s!3.x or craving a man’s body.

It was him. It was all because of Deputy Ki. He was the one who stirred the dormant hunger in me, who raised waves where there had once been still water. 

I wasn’t chasing pleasure. I was chasing him.

While I was still adrift between the remnants of release and that realization, a sharp sound split the air: the slow zip of pants opening.

Deputy Ki didn’t undress completely. He only pulled his trousers and underwear down to his thighs and positioned himself against me.

Ah, so this is it. Finally, tonight. The thrill that came after the storm of pleasure flared back up.

But instead of entering me, he didn’t.

He pressed his thick, heavy length against me and began to move his hips, rubbing slowly against my wet folds, as if mimicking the act itself. Before I could even sigh in disappointment, heat rose again, curling through me like fire.

“Haa… uh…”

“Ah…”

Deputy Ki’s pillar was solid and heavy, hard as stone. Even without being inside, just the way it rubbed and pressed against my wet and trembliong folds sent flashes of light bursting behind my eyes.